My journal of spontaneity.

Profile: Name - FIELD Likes - Music (especially electronic), travel, trying new things Dislikes - Cars, AI art, people who think they know everything back to about me back to home

Just kicking back  5/10/2026

Current mood: Relaxed Current tunes: "Xtal" by Aphex Twin ----------------------------- Lately things have been pretty chill, there was an art festival in town yesterday, which was pretty fun. Also, some people I know are graduating this year which makes me feel slightly old, like it feels like I was turning 13 just yesterday y'know? The summer will be over in the blink of an eye, and before I know it it'll be next summer. This is a nice time of year. Don't know if it's the best, that title probably goes to Christmas, but it's fun nonetheless. Some people online have casted votes for the best month, which you can see by clicking this link...

Recital and other things  5/9/2026

Current mood: Tired Current tunes: "Comfortably Numb" by Pink Floyd ----------------------------- The first weekend in summer has arrived, and I hope that I'll be able to relax. Just performed my song last night at the recital, and honestly people seemed to like it. Kinda cool to have finally performed a song live instead of just showing people DAW stuff. The last two years I've been taking a trip to California for a while in the summer, but sadly that's not going to work out this time. I used to live there, so I'd be comfortable returning that often. California has its problems but honestly so does where I live right now. Unfortunately, nowhere in the US is ideal when you take the prevalence of cars into account, and yes, I have a pretty strong disliking for cars. I'm not gonna write an essay on that here but just know I have my reasons. In this current time, having any sort of free time can be a danger for people. The way things are now, too often people on break who grow bored fill the void with passive phone/social media usage. Well, I aim to not do that. I have a few things planned right now: For one, I might be close to putting out another album (which I do very often at this point). Also, this website needs maintenance and new stuff going on. And on that topic, I decided to create a webpage dedicated solely to my dog, which you can see right here. I even made the mouse cursor a doggy paw, how about that?

Saying goodbye to bass...for now  5/6/2026

Current mood: Slightly Wistful Current tunes: "Stealing from a Thief" by Field Beam ----------------------------- This afternoon I had my last bass lesson, before I switch over to learning recording arts. I've been with my current teacher for a while now, so it's a bit sad to say goodbye now. Friday I have my last recital. I'll be performing an original song, which I've never done before. Kind of exciting... Honestly, I don't fully know what expect what next year will be like, but I shouldn't worry with the whole summer ahead of me.

Saying hello!  5/6/2026

Current mood: Introspective Current tunes: "Sweden" by C418 ----------------------------- Today is the first day of summer break for me, and I don't want it to go by too fast, so I'm going to start keeping this journal to make every day feel important. Shout out to KTSTW for the entire template I used for this blog, he definitely inspired my idea to do make this a thing. Also, I am aware that this journal, as of now, looks basically the same as the home page. Sorry. I hope this journal works out. In the past, I've tried keeping one daily, but I always forget about it. This time though? I'm not making any commitments. I'm just going to come on here when I have something important to say. Although I might try daily entries at first. On a different topic, man, I've been attending the same school program since 2016 (although I did switch locations in 2022, and yes, this school does have multiple locations), and I'm finally moving on. To be frank, I really did not like it, especially over the last two years. But I've got a lot to look forward to. This year, I'll be in an art school where I can study things I like. I'm definitely grateful for it. It'll be hard saying bye to everyone there though. Like I said, I switched locations in 2022, and I've really gotten to know the people there. Luckily, one of my classmates just applied for the same job as me, so I'll still get to see him. Honestly, can you believe it's May already? (Which is a beautiful month, by the way, although the allergies get to me.) This year's going by too fast. I'm still pretty young, but I don't want life to go by too fast. Maybe at this point it's early enough to prevent that from happening. Using social media can have negative effects in that area, so I try not to use it. But in the year 2026 that's easier said than done. Not only is tech more addictive now than ever, but it feels like everyone's using it, to the point where it feels like you "have to get a phone." Though it's honestly felt like that for a while now. (I know I'm kind of rambling, but this is my first entry, and there's honestly a lot I want to say.) Also, this is completely random and off-topic, but I thought it would be funny to mention that last night, I was listening to the White Album (by the Beatles, of course) and I happened to fall asleep during the last track, which is literally called "Good Night." I realized this morning and had to mention it. In closing, my daily word of advice is "Never trust how you feel about your life after 9pm." Personally, that's when I feel the worst about everything. (The quote actually comes from a Sonic meme. What a weird world we live in.)